Monday, March 13, 2023

March 13, 2023 Monday--4:45am

Good early morning!

How could I have forgotten to show you the second sample from the floor guy last week?!  This was basically another coat to see if a third coat would dry and not transfer stain like the second coat did so well.  

Nope.  
So it was decided to do that second coat in the walnut.  (I still can't get over how pale that first coat looks at the bottom of that first photo above!)

Monday
Dr. Failing's nurse called me to tell me he wouldn't renew my steroid prescription because he didn't want to impair my immune system any more than it is already.  I didn't realize steroids did that.  My white count was low as it was so I could see why it was kind of a fine line using steroids in the first place.  He gave it to me to deal with the diarrhea and now I only have that every 2-3 days instead of every day and it usually only lasts 1-2 hours, so that's improvement.  I still have the weird dry, sticky mouth but I can usually breathe through one nostril, anyways.  So, still fighting the inflammation, but I think there's less than there was maybe.

Because I was more concerned with the Keytruda side effects I didn't push on the nerve pain meds because the shingles will get better in time regardless.  I'm down to having sudden shooting pains only a few times a day now.  The constant burning pain and prickliness I can tolerate okay.  Seems to be slowly subsiding.  I still have a rash all around that left side but that is slowly thinning out and will hopefully disappear eventually.

So, just doing more of the same...enduring and waiting it out.  At least that is getting a bit easier over time.  :)

Tuesday
By the time Keanna got here the parking lot was already plowed--hurray!  That also meant that Leah and the boys could stop in for a short visit when they brought my groceries later.  The boys ate apples here and Leah did a couple computer things for me.  I sent home all the art supplies I kept for Ian in his bookcase when he used to come for Gramma days.  They were almost out of paints at home and I even had some new sets!  Worked out perfectly!

Wednesday and Thursday
Uneventful, quiet days.  Haven't been online that much.  Been watching movies and series and puttering a bit here and there.

Friday
Leah came over in the afternoon to help me with those bookcards we started so long ago.  I can't remember when I got the first batch done.  (Last summer?)  I had the second bigger batch set up for hole punching long ago but needed Leah to do that for me since that would really hurt this old shingles body--lol!

With the big snow removal project they had here on Tuesday we had been talking about how awful they are with the plowing and sidewalks here.  They don't plow often and the parking lot turns into a rutted frozen mess that Dagan and Leah don't want me to even try to walk across to get to the dumpster or my garage--especially trying to pull my cart over the ruts.  The sidewalk is usually fairly good by the front door but that is because they do leave a bucket of sidewalk salt we can toss out there and then the sun helps out a lot--lol! 

Anyways, Leah took this picture when she got here Friday to give me a chuckle.  We'd had maybe 4 inches of snow or more since Tuesday...no plowing. 
Right back to their usual ways.  It gets really tricky getting into a spot and then in and out of the car.  And this is a senior building.  We do have people with canes and walkers and wheelchairs.  Good grief!

The boys were off bowling again with Mom and Dad.  They do love bowling!
The big news was that the floor guy had been there Thursday and Friday to put on the second coat!  Leah had the window cracked open because of the fumes.
You can see Blink checking out the darker, shiny floor!
Waaay better than the first time.
Now Leah says he will be back to fill in the cracks with this colored epoxy.
It looks like it should match pretty well.
The cracks and seams will be filled in and then it will be burnished again.
That will take place in a week or so and then the basement floor will finally be all done!

Anyways, Friday Leah and I had a Craft Day and worked on the bookcards.  I have company so seldom that I seem to totally forget about taking pictures these days--lol!  This was as far as I got on Friday and it still looks like this.  I am on the last tray!
Leah punched the three holes through the cover and inside pages.  Then I picked out an embroidery thread color, cut a hunk of thread, and... 
...tucked it inside the bookcard so I am all set to sew them together while I watch TV.
I am so excited to finally have some of the bookcards made up with the pretty watercolor-y paper I fell in love with last year.  Plus some other boughten handmade paper and other pretty papers for the covers.
I have a lot of hand sewing to do.
Meanwhile...we had another blizzard Saturday into Sunday.  Seems like we've had some snow most days.
Good weather for snugging up in a comfy bed to watch CatTV on the patio.
BTW--I like the change in time less and less the older I get--lol!  All I can think is--please stop!

Leah and I talked about paint colors for the walls and ceiling...and other fun stuff.  I am so glad she made it over because pretty soon now she will be busy building in the basement quite a bit and will be pretty tired when she actually has some time to herself, you know?  Next thing they will be framing the walls!

Me--this week I hope to finish setting up embroidery threads for the bookcards and begin sewing them together.  I still haven't gone through the saver box of rubber stamps or filled my new file cabinet.  Always things waiting to be done, aren't there?

When I get those projects done or in motion...I badly need to go through all my fountain pen trays to check, clean and/or fill them all.  This is the third time, I think, in the past couple years that I have felt too miserable to deal with each tray as I get to it.  I have just been skipping pens that were out of ink or dried up...and moving on to the next pen...until now probably over half of them aren't functional anymore.  So, when I am up to it I will deal with one tray at a time.  I will be happy dancing when my precious FPs are all working again!  You know how I love my fountain pens.  Well, I love all my gel pens and other pens, too.  

Let's be honest--I am a pen fanatic.  Not expensive pens...mine are what true pen fanatics would consider the cheaper variety...but I love all my pens.  There will be very little purging in this department.  ;)  I have a few FPs that would be considered the upper end of cheaper--not over $100.  In my world--anything over $50 is high end.  I see these beautiful pens that are hundreds and thousands of dollars and--honestly--I would be afraid to use them--lol!  I love my pens because I also love the wide variety of ink colors.  I love color.  I am a rainbow type of girl, I guess. 

But first--finish the bookcards (where I can use many inks in many pens), go through the rubber stamps box, and get my file cabinet organized.  How many weeks do you think all that will take--ROFL!  Goals.  A person needs goals.  Or, in my case, a prioritized to-do list.  ;)

I just keep plugging away when I can for however long I can.  Seems like I am always starting back at the fifteen minute baby steps--lol!  At least when I am physically able to even do that, eh?  Am having some times when I am able to do things...baking, cooking, a little purging...that I couldn't have even a couple weeks ago.  So--on the mend!  Again.  

And maybe this time when I am truly starting to feel better I won't get knocked back to non-functional.  Maybe that is actually over and done with?  Maybe I can eventually get back to my old limited self...before cancer...and even the mysterious leg swelling up...all of the non-functional parts of these last few years.  Almost hard for me to imagine.  But it could be true.  It could happen.  Wouldn't that be nice?!  

Anyways, in the meantime...I have my to-do list for this week.  I would be happy to finish one thing on that list.  I would!  :)  Till next week, my friends.  Think positive, count your blessings, and let people know how much you appreciate them.  

I really, really appreciate you more than you'll ever know!  Thank you for hanging in here with me and thinking positive.  
*love and hugs from Fargo*

Monday, March 06, 2023

March 6, 2023 Monday--12:30am

Since my hours are all off & kind of flipped and I have to take so many breaks...well, I still have been finding it easier to start my blog on Sunday nights.  Starting at 7pm...but this is going to be a long one due to pics and short videos.  Grab a cuppa and a snack--probably be Monday before I'm done.  (Yes--it was!)  

It was another week of hanging in there, watching shows, resting, waiting, enduring, and feeding the critters.  I did get something done with the help of Ian and Liam on Monday.  Leah and the boys stopped by with a couple things from the grocery store and I asked Ian and Liam to help me empty the tall cherrywood cabinet filled with rubber stamps.

I had cleared off the table and they helped empty the 14 drawers.  I had a donate box and a keep box and started sorting while they piled rubber stamps on the table.  By the time they left I was over halfway done purging!  Moved the save box on to the table.
I still need to go through this save box again and group them together by categories to put into zip lock bags so I can really double check on whether to save them or not.  I think I can still thin them down a bit more.
Then I even drug out this smaller bin of "non-angel" stamps to sort through I had in the studio closet.
Years ago when Leah and I used to sell cards there were angel companies and non-angel companies.  Angel companies let you use their stamps on cards to be sold in small amounts.  Non-angel companies did not...so those were separated many years ago.  Was fun to see some of the stamps I have missed...like these for...
..."heard you caught a bug...hope you feel better soon."  :)

So the save box got a few more stamps.
The donation box is in the pantry waiting for any last additions.  ;)  Then I will locate a card making group somewhere in town to donate them.
Leah and the boys took the cherrywood cabinet home with them.  The boys planned to use it to store all kinds of crafting goodies.  (Leah's pics will follow below.)

Tuesday night we had another blizzard.  Leah said we got a foot of snow and I believe it.  My planters and the two little tables were basically buried.  Even the birds didn't come much to eat because of the high winds and pelting snow.  But I think they all braved a visit at least once that day.
What I tossed out there was covered over pretty quickly...
...but they all seem to know to dig for it.
You can see how the snow drifted up against the glass of the patio door so I could only get it open far enough to toss out the cups of seed.
Big projects this week for me were to bake some fish, make some beef soup, and do laundry.  Funny how cats don't seem to mind miserable inactive humans at all. 
They are more than happy to keep you company.  Cats do love a snooze buddy!
As that snowstorm was dying down...
...this cracked me up!
Where the sidewalk would have been...there was a covey of partridges digging holes into the side of the snowdrift to keep out of the wind.
I have often seen them dig a hole to hunker down in--just one or two at a time--but this was a covey of them digging almost a tunnel!  So funny!  And clever.

There was so much snow up against the patio door that Allie had to park herself up on the TV cabinet to be able to watch the birds.
Leah has my pics and hers randomly rotating on my TV.  I have it on all day when I am not using it to watch a movie or show.  Kind of fun to see what pops up.
That was my week more or less...so I am glad Leah sent lots of pictures this past week so I could see what the boys have been up to and how much snow they got at the house.

Here's the cherrywood cabinet all dusted, cleaned, partially filled, and labeled up in the schoolroom.
Funny, when it was in my hallway I had to have it a little ways away from the wall, too, to be able to reach the light switch.
The boys were excited to have spots for so many things!
Easy to get to and the drawers are removeable.  
That's what Leah and I always liked was we could pull out a drawer or two and bring them over to the table.  I'm glad they are now filled with everything from googly eyes, to washi tape, to punches.  :)

After this last dumping of snow Dagan and Leah finally decided to purchase a more powerful snowblower!
There are things you still have to shovel by hand, of course...
...but their old snowblower couldn't get down to the sidewalk very well and that's not even taking into consideration the huge snowbank after the plow goes through.  
Ian...
...and Liam ready for snow duty.
Can you see what the snow plow leaves at the end of your driveway.
Was a pretty good dumping...
...this last week.
I was very impressed with their new snowblower!!  Look at how it carved right through the mess at the end of the driveway!
Those of you who never have to deal with snow get to see how much work it is just to clear off driveways, sidewalks, and steps.
And having a really decent snowblower makes finding the sidewalk a lot easier!
This snowblower is awesome!!
Another storm brewing right now--Sunday night through Monday.  Only a few inches and Leah said she's ready for it now--lol!

The boys were busy this weekend.  They went to Home Depot and bought kits to make their own pin ball machines.  I thought--what?  How would you make a pin ball machine?  Well, here they are busy at the task...
...which involved painting them, also.
Leah showed them both to me in a video.  
Ian's pin ball machine.
Liam's pin ball machine.
Kind of a clever idea from Home Depot, eh?

I wasn't quite sure what this was...
...but it was obviously over at the Plains Art Museum.  Must have had parts they could put together on the floor to make their own birds or creatures.  They have such fun things for kids there.
And this last Saturday it was an Anything Goes Art Day for the kids.  So they had lots of supplies to choose from.
Ian shows the robot he made.  Not finished yet, though.
They also got to pick up the clay pieces they made (based on Minecraft) a couple weeks ago that had to be fired.
Ian's
Liam's.
I don't know anything about this game Minecraft.  Gramma is really out of the loop--lol!  They made masks on sticks, too--that have to do with Minecraft.
They wanted to make Gramma some videos.  Gramma always likes videos.
Ian's pinball machine...
...and demonstration.
Liam's pinball machine (showing his lost tooth)...
...and demonstration.  (He added marbles--lol!)
Meanwhile, I do have to apologize.  I haven't been online very much and never even got back to my commenters from last week.  Sorry.  Was just one of those weeks.  Didn't even do my daily journaling or any letter writing for five days.  Hopefully this week will be better.  I requested (online) back on February 27th for refills on my steroids and the nerve pain pills.  Said it could take a couple of days for them to respond but never heard back and am out of both.  Let's just say the Keytruda side effects have been getting a little worse again instead of better and the shingles scabs are almost all gone but the rash and pain are not.  So we'll see what this week has to hold on that score.  The shingles should get better over time, regardless...just a matter of endurance.  But I am not so sure about the Keytruda side-effects if they are kicking up a bit again already.  Wish me luck on getting another round of steroids.  That really had made a difference there for a while.  So did the nerve pain pills...quite a bit more than I realized, to be honest.

Anyways, still not getting dressed, but am able to get done what I have to get done.  I do have to tell you that the best thing I watched all week was the Swedish version of A Man Called Ove.  There's an American version coming out with Tom Hanks--may be out already.  I know I will want to see that, too!  I am not a crier--but I had tears drip off my chin and had to blow my nose several times.  Was funny and sad and touched my heart.  You just know Tom Hanks will knock it out of the park!

I have had things on my to-do list all week that still haven't been done.  Oh well.  They're not going anywhere--lol!  As long as I got my bullet set up for March and my rent check down to the office (albeit in my robe at 2:30am) and have food to nuke...I'm okay.  

Keanna comes on Tuesday to clean.  They're doing a big snow removal in the parking lot that day so I have to let her know that if she tries to park in the lot they will tow her away.  Who knows where she'll find to park!  Might be a block or more away for all I know.  Maybe she'd rather come another afternoon.  I'll ask.

That is the day Leah and the boys go shopping and they bring me groceries.  So I will be forced to get some semblance of clothing on under my winter coat so I can bring my cart out to the parking lot for a quick drop off.  No visiting this week.  :(

I heard from my sister, Renee, via text.  She still hasn't has that missing bone plate replaced in her skull.  She's feeling much better and more herself--just waiting for the surgery.  I filled her in on my end--the good and bad news.  More good, though, even if I feel miserable--lol!

And so it goes.
Till next time...everyone be well, safe, and happy!!  :)