Sunday, August 09, 2026

August 9, 2026 Sunday

Greetings!

This will be super short...for me--lol!  I decided to quit that internal fighting being sick and pushing myself when I have felt so cruddy.  Just kind of gave in to resting and kind of being on vacation, so to speak.  I was a bit better by the time McFamily came home on Wednesday.  (Dagan said "all fine" on the check-up.)  I am still sick and not feeling great but am coughing less than I was.  Ian was down Friday for hours.  I found Leave It To Beaver on Peacock!  He really enjoyed it.  We watched 11 episodes!  Liam came down for the last two, I think.  (He's not as much one to watch TV.)  Ian made the three of us a pizza in my new oven.  We totally lost track of time watching Beaver and got a text from Dagan and Leah to send the boys up to go to bed.  It was 10:30!  LOL!

After they left I looked to see how many more episodes we had in season one.  I knew they made many more episodes every season all those years ago when I was a kid but I almost fell over!  39 episodes in the first season and there are six seasons!  They were only half an hour but that is a LOT of episodes.  Hurray!  We will have fun watching Beaver for quite some time--lol!

I remember being so excited to hear that music come on at the start of the show.  Were any of you Beaver fans?  Later one of my favorite shows was The Andy Griffith Show.  I'll have to see if I can find that one day for us to watch after we are done with Beaver.  Must be a strange world for kids today to see.  Phones on a table, girls wearing dresses to school, kids wandering around town or the neighborhood, and eating meals around the table every night.  I would tell Ian what I remembered and what wasn't like that at my house.  I think it is weird for him to think I watched this show when I was his age maybe younger...Liam's age, maybe?  

I just asked Google.  1957 it came out.  I was six.  Yup--younger than either of the boys.  Younger than Beaver was!  LOL!

Anyways...Wild Card...seemed coincidental--lol!

Unreachable?  This past week it has felt unreachable that I will get back to feeling decent and ever getting my home put together.  But eventually things should work out.  They always do.    

Oh, I did message my rheumatologist on Monday and told her it didn't surprise me my inflammation markers had gone up since I had been sick for two weeks and filled her in on how I was feeling.  Never heard back from her or her nurse. ??  Maybe they interpreted that as a refusal to increase the dosage or make an earlier appointment as she suggested? I didn't say that.  Was even prepared to up the dosage if she wanted me to.  Seems funny they never responded.  Whatever.  If I don't hear anything I will take the same weekly dose and I am already set up go to the lab on the 18th and have a virtual appointment with her on the 21st.  Plus, I go back to the eye specialist on the 14th.  I'm fine keeping it all the same as planned.

I didn't even take any pictures this week.  Totally on R&R.  Nothing done but the usual daily stuff and a load of clothes.  Still sick but definitely better than a week ago.  I did find some colorful cabinet knobs.  Not like the every one different of the hand-painted knobs.  They are all the same, but I bought two different kinds.  One set for the living room and one set for the studio.  I have another list of small projects for Dagan and Leah for today...and she might cut my hair, too.  

My only plans for the coming week are to rest up, get well, and see the eye specialist on Friday.  The following week will be the lab and rheumatologist.  That's enough for me to deal with.  Maybe some more Leave It To Beaver!  LOL!  Have a great week!  :)  :)  

 

Sunday, August 02, 2026

August 2, 2026 Sunday

Greetings!

Another week has flown by.  Been still feeling cruddy, but generally maybe a bit better than the week before?  McFamily left for Minneapolis Friday for Dagan's heart/pacemaker checkup this coming week and won't be back till Wednesday.  It is a chance for them to visit with Leah's youngest sister, hubby, and the boys' cousin.  I think they were taking the three boys to the Home Depot Kids Workshop down there.  (Always the first Saturday of the month.)  They usually hit IKEA and the MegaMall.  (If I am worse by the time they get back I will probably go to the walk-in clinic just to make sure I don't have pneumonia or something.)

Anyways, last weekend...found out the hand-painted cupboard knobs I purchased won't work on these IKEA hutches.  Going to sell or give away.  See how they have the two bolts on them?

Well, there is only room for a screwhead.  Totally different way to attach than these.  The bolts stick out so far the doors won't close.
There's no leeway and the bolts will hit the shelves.  
I was bummed out, but maybe I can find something else with just a bare screw attachment.  Been searching and a lot of them have this double nut way and you have to cut off the excess screw part.  But there are some that attach just by a screw...so I will spend some time looking for something colorful.

Last weekend Dagan and Leah cleared out the orange rug, cleaned the floor and taped down the round rug.  We are moving the jug of laundry detergent around the edge to press it down well. 

Leah hung my magnetic chalkboard outside the door...and the mail rack I just bought last month.
Will be adding some shelves to hold the chalk and erasers underneath.  Hadn't ordered them yet, but they're here now, so probably next weekend.  :)

Dagan helped me by moving up books in the corner bookshelves.  Uncovered a bunch more that I want to reach easily so needed the center area free.

He put in that last shelf in the hutch.  
All the brushes are back on the art table, if you can even find them--lol!  Yes, last week was definitely a gets-worse-before-it-gets-better in the cleaning and organizing project--lol!
Dagan and Leah kind of nudged me with the Breville, too--lol!  Leah rolled it in and I set it to heat for 20 minutes.  (Don't all appliances that heat up have that similar awful stink to them when they are new?)  Then Leah actually made me up a pizza.  Dagan brought it down and we figured out how to set the dials.  So, I finally used the new multi-functional contraption!  

And the pizza was delicious!  As leftovers, too.  The Breville finally got broken in!
The week was not nauseous or crampy...but it was still a drowsy, coughing, nose-blowing week.  I did get something done.  Using shelves to unload...
...the two boxes that were at the end of the table.
I get kind of paralyzed trying to figure out how to organize everything in a new and smaller way.  I follow this lady on YT who is a home organizer--Clutterbug.  She had this new video out where she showed filling a bookcase the four different ways she talks about.  (She has four categories of how people organize).  I followed the link under her video to take the test again.  I took the quiz years ago and thought I was a "Bee".  I am.  I added the link in case you're interested.  If you take the quiz tell me what kind of organizer you are.  I'd love to know.  :)

Anyways, I had been thinking I needed more see-through containers so I could move some of my art supplies out of drawers...that's why I had already ordered a small set of them I got a while ago.  The thing that clicked with me in her video was that you only have so much space and that won't change.  She buys the containers first and then fills them!  I have never done it that way before in my life.  Seems really a$$-backwards, you know?  But I have been so paralyzed and set back with the putting away and then having to move things...I figured I'd give it a go.  

So, the plan is to start moving empty containers into the shelves...which I have started to do but have a long ways to go.
I did start filling up the blank center space in the corner bookshelves this past week.  There will be more.
A lot of what was piled over here on top of these dressers were empty containers!
AND--four sets of empty plastic containers arrived the past two days!  I'm actually kind of excited to try this new system out.  
Now I am searching for more empty containers I already have.--lol!  Allie takes it all in stride.
I told Leah all about this new organizational plan when she brought me to the lab on Thursday.  She said she is a "Cricket".  So she knew about Clutterbug--lol!  

Look what Leah found in the garage and brought down yesterday!  Couldn't be better timing!  All the tubs I ordered almost four years ago for the new wall shelf unit!
This new-to-me method of organizing may work better than I imagine.  Who knows?  But this "Bee" does like things all organized into specific categories and as much where I can actually see it as possible.  You can tell by my lazy susans by my chair--lol!  They are all organized by type and brand...with a small covered wastebasket for recyclables (paper mostly).  And of course--eye drops. 
It's the same as the ones in my studio rollie cart...organized by type and brand.  I love seeing them out there in their cups--all that color and organization--ahh!  Brings me great joy!  Would drive some other people crazy--lol!
BTW--the studio or art rollie carts were moved out here so they weren't in the way while I am organizing in there...but...
...once Dagan and Leah remove all these parts of the bookcases that couldn't be used the rollie carts will live in that spot.
Somebody who is happy for them to be like a blockade behind her chair is Allie.  She' been snuggled up back there in that bed pretty often since I moved them there.  Never really laid back there before that--lol!  Must feel like a little fortress!
Anyways, I got a message from my rheumatologist later on Friday.  My inflammation markers have increased.  (Not surprised at all since been sick for going on two weeks.)  She wants to increase my dosage and to see me earlier than we had planned (August 21).  I haven't written back to her yet...weekend and all.  I'll send her a message on Monday.  I don't know if she meant a virtual or a regular visit...but I may end up going to the walk-in clinic to get a chest x-ray if I am not better by the time McFamily is home.  Meanwhile...at least for this weekend...I am focusing on finding and arranging empty storage containers--lol! 

Wild Card 
Predestined?  I don't think I have ever thought of anything as predestined in my life.  But before I had ever heard of reincarnation or anything about past lives (raised Methodist) I do remember the oddest moment.  I was around 14 years old.  Lying alone out on the grass in the backyard one summer afternoon.  This tiny pale green insect with long translucent sparkly wings landed on my arm.  I was staring at it and thinking about how beautifully fragile it was.  Suddenly I knew I had asked for a lot this time.  No idea where that knowledge came from, but I suddenly knew there were going to be some huge tests for my soul.  The overwhelming recognition of my overconfidence and optimism just washed over me.  So intensely that I whispered to the little bug on my arm...I may have bitten off more than I can chew this time.  

You can do this...said that voice I sometimes heard inside my head.

Probably...maybe...glad you think so, I thought.  Chuckling to myself, I scared away the delicate little bug.    

Well---so far, I have managed.  Sometimes just barely, but I have managed okay, I guess.  But I have never felt events or circumstances were predestined.  Life has always felt more like a choose your own ending story--lol!

What about you?  I am enjoying this deck.  Some weeks life gets overly crowded or overly empty and I forget about them, but I am always glad when I remember.  For me, they often trigger forgotten memories.  :)

With Allie currently on my lap, I'll say bye for now.  Chat with you next week and let you know what's happening in my little corner of the world.  I hope all is going well in yours.  :)

Sunday, July 26, 2026

July 26, 2026 Sunday

Greetings!  
Last Sunday Dagan and Leah got a lot done.  Turned out the three biggest boxes under the table were things from the studio closet at my old place.  Those are things I will have to store in the laundry room or the storage room or garage...not sure where.  So those had to be moved back into the storage room for now.  That was heavy work.

They also searched through the boxes to find boxes that had the studio satchels in them.  More heavy lifting for them.  But they found two boxes full!  
Dagan worked on putting shelves into the hutches and bookcases.  No reason not to since I can't be sure where things will go, anyways.
Really makes the room start coming together!  Leah put up a hook for my aprons and smock by the door.
Can begin to visualize this room coming together.  :)
They brought in some more smaller boxes and put them under the table.
Leah put up hooks for all my rulers!
I had big plans for the week--LOL!  But all I got done was to put the satchels away in the bottom of a hutch.
I have been sick all week.  Starting Monday with stomach cramps and running to the bathroom...carrying a small bucket with me because I felt like I was going to throw up (but never did).  That was Monday and Tuesday.  After that it has been a bad sinus head cold and cough and crazy exhaustion.  Slept most of Thursday, Friday, and Saturday.  Dagan and Leah might come down for some little things today.  I'll see how I am feeling--or if I am awake--lol!

I can't even remember which night it was that Dagan and Leah went to see The Odyssey.  The boys came down for a couple hours before they went to bed.  I had ordered a cheap rechargeable electric eraser for Liam to try out with his mandala coloring.  He has been using a regular one and it is pretty large for those small spaces.  I told Ian he had a couple shelves to display his pottery.  That he could pick out all his favorites ad display them any way he wanted.  (All the flatter dishes are in the back.)
Of course, when Ian started to unpack all his pottery then Liam decided he did want to put his down here, too--lol!  So, gave Ian the top shelf and Liam the bottom shelf.  But Liam couldn't find where he put his bags from the pottery classes.  When he locates them he can fill the rest of his shelf.
I found some of my painting pots.  Leah made the three to the left and the one on the right when she took pottery classes years ago.  I have already decided that the paint brushes are going to move, too--lol!  
Then I can have Dagan put that last shelf in.  There are no holes to put in a shelf closer to the one above it.  The holes are spaced out so that your choices are limited.  I hate to waste any storage space.  The tall brushes can sit on my art table or on top of the skinny dressers or something.  Like I said...plans keep changing.

Let's see...the week was a blur.  There were stump removal men here this week to dig out the rest of the willow tree.  I really enjoyed watching Hail Mary.  It kept me awake from start to finish even as tired as I have been.  Have any of you seen it?  Dagan and Leah said they really enjoyed The Odyssey.  I will see that when I can get it on a streaming service I have.  Allie and I have both been sleeping a lot--day and night.  Yup--a nauseous, crampy, drowsy, coughing, nose-blowing blur of a week--lol!
I think I am feeling a little better now (actually late on Saturday).  Not coughing as much today.  Fingers crossed.  I have bloodwork at the lab on Thursday.  I haven't even run the Breville empty to burn off the chemicals so I can use it yet.  Best laid plans, eh?  So let's just say I have no plans for this week except the lab.  Then maybe I will get more done--lol!  I'll let you know, of course.  Till then...I've been reading all your blogs.  Hope to get back to letter writing.  I read every comment and email.  You all keep me going, my friends.  Have a wonderful week!  :)

Sunday, July 19, 2026

July 19, 2026 Sunday

Greetings!

We cleared the path from my front door to the storage room door last weekend.  Still need to remove the orange rug and tape down the round rug, but I plan to keep things clear so that the cart can be pulled out when we need to get to things in the storage room--which will eventually have shelves down the wall on the right side.

TaDa!!  New Breville on the new cart--which didn't fit in the laundry room.
As I had hoped, all my small appliances and Leah's big crock pot fit underneath.  Nice!
My toaster was currently in the kitchen but there's room for that, too.
Have I used it yet?  Nope.  Been reading the manual and I ordered three Breville cookbooks that also explain the various uses.  Two have arrived so far.  The instruction booklet that came with it has no recipes at all.  Reading is very slow for me right now.  Am I ever glad I bought that new magnifying glass!  LOL!

Also busy doing baby step sessions in the studio.  All surface areas come into play--lol!  Even Allie's litter box.

Nine more boxes were hauled in for me last weekend.  
I have only made it through five of the smaller ones so far.  Organizing is even more complicated than I expected.  Less room, haven't seen my supplies for up to four years, and purged while I packed so I don't know what I still have.  So I think I have all the supplies for say pastels or drawing mandalas and find a spot for them.  Later on I open a box and find more supplies that need to be with what has been put away and there's no room for them.  So I have to take things out and reorganize and move the supplies somewhere else...and may have to reorganize a couple of drawers or shelves.  Slow process--lol!  But it will all get organized and put away eventually.

All my brushes and painting tools got moved from the table by the window...

...to the hutch.  (Still having trouble adding photos this week.)

Then I decided to see how it would work to add some lazy susans I have available.  They take up much less room.  I am happy with that.  For now.  Feels like every move I make in there is temporary until I am fully unpacked--lol! (Apparently trouble with text format also now--oh well.) 
There are a few items that have found temporary homes.  

That orangish box has mandala making supplies now--lol!
This was mid-week.

Already using the recently vacated surface area.
This is currently what it looks like.  There actually is over three quarters new stuff on that table.  Hard to tell--lol!
This weekend I need more help getting shelves put up.  We are doing them as needed because I can't do them on my own (can't grip and push in those little metal shelf holders) and I need to know what I think is going in the shelf to have a general idea of how much room I need.  So far we haven't had to reposition any shelves and I am striving not to have to do that to add work for them to do.  That is how the unpacking is going.  Slowly but making progress...and fun to see my trusty supplies for various projects.

Wednesday I had my first virtual appointment with my rheumatologist.  I have been very tired.  Still sleeping crazy long hours and then not much sleep at all--back and forth.  Sleep or no sleep I am always feeling exhausted.  Last couple weeks throat has been sore.  Sinuses worse.  (Before the smoke arrived.)  Coughing more.  Nothing huge or anything I can't live with--but it makes me wonder if my body is working up to rejecting a medication again.  Let's just say I haven't felt that great.  She told me my inflammation markers had increased in the past month.  She had wanted to increase my dosage.  I wanted to wait.  At least she listened to me.  So--bloodwork again in two weeks and then four weeks with a virtual visit with her after that in a month.  If the inflammation markers continue to increase she wants to increase the dosage.  

If my body is gearing up I saw no point in increasing what it is reacting to, you know?  You know what problems I have had with medications.  You'd think I was an alien, for goodness sake!  And this stuff is toxic.  Also used with cancer treatments...which I didn't even want to know until last week when I finally felt crappy enough to research side effects.  (I didn't even subconsciously want to influence my body into a reaction--lol!)  I reacted quickly to chemo (little over a week), but with Keytruda everything was fine the first two or three months.  Once the side effects kicked in it got worse and worse until I had watery diarrhea for six weeks and refused to have any more infusions.  My bad reactions to meds can go fast or slowly.  I am having reactions to this right away.  The sleeping and fatigue were the first week.  I even slept 14 1/2 hours one night!  Good grief!  And have no energy when I wake up no matter if I have slept 12 hours or 4 hours.  Especially the past couple weeks...seems to be increasing.  All over body aches and I am unpacking a lot less than I was, too, because doing anything seems like such an effort. But that could be partially the fibro...who knows?  I can feel like that in a flare, but even in a flare I have not slept 10-12 hours with regularity.  My hand is not worse.  It is also not better.  Just about the same. ??

So, there you have it.  Is methotrexate helping or will I end up with a really bad reaction to it?  Time will tell.  I am sure I will know one way or the other in the coming month since I already have the sleep reaction that is definitely caused by it.  Maybe that will be the only obvious one.  (I could probably live with that...if I actually see some improvement with the inflammation.  Trouble is...this is the medication with the least side effects usually.  I am on a small dose.  In other words, the others may more likely have side effects for me, she said.  Never know till you try, right?  Right now, I am trying the methotrexate.  Time will tell.  Time will tell.

Meanwhile...I plan to try out the Breville this coming week.  Plan to try a recipe for chicken breasts, I think...but do I bake or air fry?  lol!  One more cookbook to go through when it arrives.  Need to read all the instructions again.  Man!  It is complicated!  It's a toaster, air fryer, oven, dehydrator, slow cooker...and I think I forgot something--lol!  Dagan told me this one is more complicated than theirs and has different dials, so he couldn't just tell me what they do.  That's okay.  I will figure it out.  I have my magnifying glass--ROFL!  ;)

Wild Card
Not many stories are told about any of us kids really.  I do remember my mom telling someone how when I was five she had a pattern all laid out on the kitchen table to cut out, got interrupted, left, and I had just learned how to cut with scissors (really well the teacher said) so I decided to help out and cut along all the lines.  She was furious!  Took her a couple days to tape all the little pattern pieces back together.  (I guess I must not have stuck to just the thicker lines?)

As an adult looking back...that's what you get when you leave your little kids alone for a long time--ROFL!  I would bet money she left Blaine and Renee with me, too.  Probably napping.  They were both born three years after me--one in January and one in December--so they would have been around two and one at the time.  I do remember she started leaving us alone with me in charge when I was five.  

I also remember mom showing different people this paper/letter I wrote when I was about eight or nine--because Renee was about four or five at the time.  Mom and Dad were gone bowling.  I was babysitting, of course.  Us three kids were playing about outside which we did until the street lights came on...each with our own friends.  A super windy thunderstorm came rolling in.  When Renee came home she was trying to hold on to the front screen door to close it but the wind was so strong it blew out of her hands, crashed against the house, and broke all the glass out.  I had gone out in the storm to sweep all the glass off the step and into the dirt beside the cement step.  Got the door closed.  Calmed Renee down.  (Mom could get really angry easily and dad could occasionally get angry, too--usually if we broke something or cost money in some way.)  So, I wrote out this story of what happened...was like "on a dark and stormy night type of story about Renee's struggle and the terrible wind--in third person narrative--lol!  Then told how I swept all the glass into the dirt by the step and that it wasn't really her fault.  Drew a picture of the front door and step and where I swept the glass...and said I didn't think she should be punished for just being too little.  Mom and Dad actually found the "note" impressive in some way and didn't punish her.  They kept the story for years.  But then Mom lost it.

I had an interesting childhood.  Leave It To Beaver days where kids ran all over the suburban neighborhood.  Always wished I had a mom and dad like Beaver did.  Loved that show!  Actually just found it on streaming so I can show the boys.

Well--that was the week that was--lol!  I really hope to tackle the Breville now this week.  I know for sure I will be unpacking, sorting, and resorting--lol!  Baby steps do add up.  I am beginning not to worry where things go because of how impossible it is to really know until I have everything unpacked anyways.  Nothing is permanent yet.  Basically want to get everything out of the boxes in some semblance of order.  There are things that will end up on shelves in the laundry room that haven't even been put up yet.  I had a closet full of supplies in the old studio room.  No closet in this room and less storage space.  So there will be boxes that will temporarily go back into the storage room actually.  I know--confusing, eh?  Will take some finagling, some time, and probably some more purging--LOL!  But I will get there.

Stay cool or warm wherever you may be.  Remember to spread some kindness this week somewhere.  The world needs it!  :)  Till next week, my friends.  Love and hugs from Fargo.  :) :)